The older I get, the more memory is a major problem and this bothers me! Granted I am incredibly busy and have to write notes to myself just to make sure I accomplish what I am supposed to. But all that is simply "everyday" life. And because of that "everyday life", I end up neglecting my "purpose" life!
When I was younger, for some reason, I had the time to reflect, meditate, think, and practice. Now, just to exist in my world, these things are put on the back burner.
I guess when people say they are stressed out, possibly this is what they mean. There is not enough time to do everything you would want to do and I am afraid I am going to lose my inner self just to keep up my outer self!
I could forgive myself if I list all the things that I have changed in my life. Starting a business a year ago was a major thing that I have to give 95 percent of my time just to keep it going. Learning technology as it happens is a major thing with me and I am one who teaches myself everything instead of having someone teach me. Family and friends take up the majority of my life and most people would say this is a good thing, however, it would not be my first choice because I like to be alone!
I can say this since I am writing incognito! I could never let anyone around me really know this.
Even today as I steal a moment to enter this secret world on a blog that I am trying to create, I have people around me, waiting for my response to things. This was not a productive post, but rather a vent and I apologize to any readers!
Two crows, if you are passing through, I did not even see your comment until today, but thankyou! Hopefully my next post will be a little clearer and focused!!
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